Anonymous asked:

I need help, and I know I do, but I refuse to get it. I hide behind a smile and wave because my older sister used to self harm and my older brother hid his suicidal thoughts with drugs. I want help, but I don't want to disappoint my parents. I don't want them to think they've fucked up another child. I want them to be proud of me and be glad to call me their daughter, not look away everytime someone mentions their third child's name. I don't know what to do anymore..

Hun, if you know you need help then tell them. They won’t feel that way. Sometimes this kinda of thing happens in life. Depression can be passed down. Don’t be afraid to let them know, you deserve the help. xx